dorselfin

My dreams torture me. They give me a taste of What I know could never be mine. Waking up is torture. Simply because- Upon waking, I realize- The real world will never be comparable to My dreamland... In that sweet paradise, Anything my heart desires... Is right there, for the taking. Oh, I wish my reality were so melodious. I'd trade anything for that euphoria. But I must bid it farewell As I embark back to reality in sorrow, Waking from my harmonious bliss.

Darn. You've got me again. You've got me falling For your damn trap... But the thing is... I don't mind. I don't mind falling for your tricks. Those little gestures That make me believe You like me, too. It's an endless cycle. I can't get out, Because a small part of me... Wants to hold on forever. I just don't know what to do with you. You say one thing, But you do something, And my glimmer of hope Lights up my mind like the stars at night. No matter what you say, I'll probably never give up. And I really don't know Exactly why...

Sometimes, When I'm low, Wonderful thoughts of you... Flood out all else. Thoughts of your smile... Of how I'll see you soon.. Of all the times I've spent with you... Then, The awful realization hits. You don't care. You hardly know how I feel. You never will know. With what you say, Your uncapable of feeling Half of what I feel for you. Sometimes, I wonder why This horrible fate Brought you along... Made you perfect... And then told me you Couldn't 'feel' love. Sometimes, I hate loving you.

I see you, And I feel happy. It's unbearable... Sometimes, All I want to do is hug you, And thank you for being so... You. But, It's more than that. You make me happy. I could stare into Your blue, Blue eyes all day. The way you smile, Make me want to smile more. Your wonderful; Atleast in my eyes. It's so you, So... Undescribable... Pardon my cheesiness, But this is what I think. Nobody else could understand Just why I feel this way. But I know why I feel this way... I just don't know if you ever will.

I feel empty. There's a vacancy within me That seemingly nothing can fill. Why even bother asking for help anymore? I'm already long gone. There is no helping me anymore. The world of emptiness has devoured me. I'm trapped within Never to be found. Don't even bother to help, For I, Am long gone and lost In the world of emptiness.